Wherever You Are

You always said you would be here when I needed you.

I'm telling you now, Sunshine, I do!

I'm sure you find this tedious of me,

"Damn girl with no respect or self worth."

You'll probably tell me to make my mind up, 

To stop wasting your time. 

But tell me, am I?

If so please say so, I'll stop asking.

But Sunshine, the pains are back, and no one knows why.

The questionable behavior has resumed.

Please tell me, wherever you are, will you leave me like this?