Crush Crush

The minute I laid my eyes upon yours, I feel an unseen force pull, push, tug at and
eventually realign my attention on you.
Your beautiful eyes tell of many deeply hidden secrets and stories...
Stories of your life, your experiences, your nature, your hopes, your dreams and
your nightmares.
Your eyes even make mention of your exploits, your intentions and your many mistakes.
Your smile evokes an ethereal enchantment within me,
An enveloping curiosity of horrific magnitudes.
I've seen you for years....but our eyes have never fallen on each others'
My eyes have never been brave enough to meet yours.
And now that they have, you have touched something inside of me.
Something within you....has summoned something within me.
I know that you see too much when you look into my eyes.
I cannot help it.
I am......enthralled.
I hold my breath whenever you come closer.
I feel my nerves tense and tighten with anticipation.
I feel a warm chill ride the back of my neck when you face me.
A million things fight for the exit of my lips but nothing comes out.
You see me writhe in unnatural perturbation.
You see that I swallow all composure when I am around you.
You see when I look at all things except you.
You see when I trip over my own feet while attempting to feign equilibrium
and grace.
And you love it.
What is it about you that disrupts all of my serenity
What is it which lies within you.....that provokes so many changes in me?
You have a tenacious grip over me with little or no effort.