Left

He goes, She goes... No one can make them apart. And I adore it down here... so do the angels up there, I bet.

It's a long wavy line of lies,

A blur of sight in misty eyes,

My quivering lips in unfaltering sighs

Keep pushing me to edge to end the fight.

My heart's in a crowded puzzle of thumps

As my mind goes with its perplexities and doubts.

Myself's wondering if it could last a lifetime

A breath of innocence in the chaotic multiple tries.

For how many heave of chest in tangle

The tears of grief and pain and sorrow in one,

The clutching grip in my heart that's unbearable,

When would it all end in serenity and hush?

On the same day I lost twice a buck of my world,

Diamonds and golds won't measured the worth.

And how many times I tried to close my eyes

To feel you both, I failed miserably in vile.

I wasted years, memories, and stories

Escaping the real of what I've came from,

Running away without a nuance of regret,

And now what I only got is to blame myself.

I was prepared, I readied myself for it

But how could I be sure when it came too fast,

Too quick that I forgot all the preparation I did.

I was left again and it would always hurt.

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