i cant

A Poem by Gabby

i dont even know

i cant believe this anymore
i cant believe how i feel
i just cant get my finger around it

empty
hopeless
like nothing even matters

tired? no i cant sleep
i cant understand how i get pissed off at every little thing now
that i am starting to hate everyone

i don't even understand this poem
what i am saying
its like i say something
then the wind wooshes it away
and to never see again

i cant believe this anymore
i cant believe how i feel
i just cant get my finger around it