Alma mater

As I preach reunion with my alma mater,

Silently I yearn beneath the darkness of the underwater.
 
For they shall not hear my abandoned sigh,
 
I walk across the crowd with my chin held high.
 
For I don’t care if they see the tears behind my vision,
 
All the unspoken words left to yell isn’t my mission.
 
The silence I sustain wishes to roar and surround,
 
Therefore I turned mute and twisted around.
 
And in my head only I allowed myself to shout,
 
In my pillow I burrowed my face to hide it out.
 
Finally I yell my every silent sorrow,

Keeping faith on a better tomorrow.
 
Screaming for someone to hear,
 
Wishing for someone to save me as I felt the end is near!