Pretending

I bash your name
I glare at you
I try to ignore your very existence

I write hurtful things about you
I hold a grudge against you
I say that I don't care

But I have started to question myself
My feelings
Do I mean what I say?

There are moments when I do
But there are other moments
Where I just miss you

I have moments when I just miss us
Miss what we had
Miss the looks you gave me

I sometimes feel
Like I pretend to hate you
But when you aren't looking

I can't help

Wishing
Things were different

Author's Note

idk....please rate and let me know what you think

Reviews

[HopelesslyDevoted]

yeah.... know how this feels... it sucks... nice poem though

[Misty Blue Eyes]

this has happened to me.. great write

[Rikkevi Rue]

nice. i like the second guessing oneself...so true to life!

[serpent]

simplicity of words and expression is perhaps the best way of writing.
well done!

[Wondering Mind]

those "miss u nights"...

[Adrien Hupp]

i love it:) and i get it, it happened to me :( great job:D

[Marie Harrison]

I like it a lot!