Blood Lines.

I feel so helpless, so saddened and disgraced
that you have left me like this, so disappointed and out of place.
I can't help but to think that you have done the worst you can do
to make me crumble and fall like towers in two

I look to seek comfort but find nothing to lean on
the tears are temporary, the loving feelings long and gone.
I cry to myself everyday that I have lost the person I fell in love with
and there is nothing I can do to fix this.

The scars upon my heart appear on my wrist
seeking the comfort before, well here it is.
A daily reminder of all the mistakes I have made
While you look at me with disgust and have nothing to say.

Oh my god, the memories come back with every song that plays
Never thought this feeling of heartbreak can be such a deep heartache
I feel alone, no one to hold, no one to call my own, just me and my woes.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I can't do this anymore, I wish I could just leave this world.

It's been a couple of weeks and the pain still hurts
the scars have disappeared but things could have been worse.
I could have been erased from existence, my name eradicated,
but here I am still breathing, wishing, dreaming that I was still yours instead of being emaciated.