why i don't like writing poetry

Sit down to write poetry and you have to take the dive down deep. Trust images that just pop into your head like outta nowhere. Do I take the ones that rhyme or the ones that resonate with the sorta-meaning which I still haven't settled with? It's more like feeling like I'm not in control. It's more like feeling I have to face the world and its impossible questions. I come to face the fact that I know nothing at all. Nothing matters because well matter's nothing, it's 99% space and black matter passes through it all. Deep matter, dark matter, I know nothing at all. And if the world started with "Be" it can end with a word but not a word by me.