the dread of memories from the past

When u are trying to have fun and have a good time old memoires of family members dying or devorces happening n ur family come back to haunt you. Or when four or five years have passed and ou are talking to friends or family scary sad memories will come back and tear you apart till your back into a depressed stage wher you never wanna talk to anybody or never wanna be around anyone inless it is someonespecial like ur girlfriend or boyfriend or if its a special family member who you really trust and respect. Life is like an endless maze u can aways run but your past will find you and rip ur little bit of happiness to shreds.You can always hide your thoughts will find you your fears will attack you youll be taken over and destroyed from the inside out.

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[therisa]

Oh SadOne, you are alone. I, for one, have experienced similar experiences, in my own life. Please don't bottle up these emotions of your's, for it can cause greater harm for you. As I am, speaking from personal experience, have a grandparent died on my 14th birthday, and have enduring decades of PTSD, in one form or another, without realizing it. So, i truly understand these burdens that you write about.

[TheSadOne]

thanks but ill always be alone and not cared about i am nothing to the world

[therisa]

Wish I could say, your feelings will improve with time, but I can't. Not unless, you want things to change. Pardon my asking, but are you getting medical help to deal with these feelings and experiences? I hope so. You have talent that should be allowed to shine, in the light of day.

[TheSadOne]

i am getting btter by time not from medicl help but from someone who ik truly cares and im dating u kno the forsaken one shes my gf she goes to my school and she makes me happyer than ive ever been in life

[therisa]

Am so glad, you have her, as a pillar of support. :) Thank you, for sharing with me. And good luck with your healing and love.

[TheSadOne]

thanks she is a great person