Cross My Heart

What goes up must come down,

Round and round we go,

I can do nothing but frown,

How do I feel so low?

I look back to the start,

Never saw it coming,

These stabs at my heart,

The endless drumming...

Cigarette in my hand,

I can face it all,

Fingers through the sand,

I'm ready to fall.

This is the end,

I'm getting off the ride,

Nothing left to mend,

I can no longer hide.

Time to face facts,

It's not getting better,

My smiles just an act,

So i write this letter...

I will miss you,

More than you know.

I'll always love you,

More than I show.