Anguished Sparx

Sometime during 2011

How could you look so lovingly nice

When deep down inside you are made of ice

Your voice which seemed like music to my ears

Now it only brings me heartache and tears

Bittersweet memories fill up my head

Grief envelopes my soul yet I try to smile instead

The rain falls angrily unto the ground 

Though strangely I seem to hear no sound

I find myself gazing at the window 

The world seems so vast but I see only my own shadow

Grief has enclosed my painful heart

Into pieces I start falling apart

I've realized it was wrong to give you my all

In the end brick by brick I start to fall

If only I could go back and hit rewind

I'd start from scratch and leave everything behind

I hope to eventually learn how to forget 

Because how I wish we just never met