Faking Smiles

depressing, suicidal :(

You don't understand

You never will

Its all apart of the lie

I put together to stop the questions

I fake a smile and talk a lie

I wait for midnight to come

To let myself break down

To let myself fall apart

So I don't annoy you with my tears

So I don't trouble you with my troubles

Tell me do you see behind my mask

Do you see behind my smile to see that its fake

NO

Well I guess im a good actress

Right?

Im braking, my mask is falling apart

My lie is unfolding

But you don't care, you never did

You don't see how fast im falling

But its ok nobody does

I will end my misery and all will be good

For me and you