The Suicide Note.

I need that golden compass
Make my choices just
Why are other people making such a fuss
Who to and who not to trust
When I don't even know who I am, who I was

Alone now
no lying now
no cheating now
no stealing now
the model right way, let's take a bow
f**k my life now
f**k your life now
you got what you deserve, I wonder how

First thing you say
"I hope she is okay"
pretending that fake a*s way
wait till I come home at may
show how small you are in the world
the voices in my head still twirl n swirl

God, so many voices
talking to me, all these noises
is she talking about me
is he looking at me
seems like everyone is against me
I want the world to want me
but why don't it obey me
cause you don't know what I see
you can't feel how I be
I'm wrapped up inside, plotting to break free

Call me psycho
I'll run a riot and steal the show
strap me up
lock me up
and my voices continue to grow
everyone who looks at me is my foe
counselor send me to psycho ward 3 weeks in a row
stamp insane on my palm, I'm the ultimate sicko
better hide yourselves, cause I'm worst than wacko jacko

Ever had a nightmare
I ain't no nightmare
I'm reality,
give you goosebumps just standing here,
look at your hair
feel your underwear
I don't fear these voices, but do you dare

This ain't even a post
raising concern for all you most
my soul in search for another host
devil beside me, with her Prada calling for a toast
died of lyrical insanity overdose

They say don't joke about this
I say this ain't no joke
I now look for that long rope
cause you're reading the suicide note.


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Reviews

[Ophelia]

This is very strong. Very angry. I love the emotion put into this. It's like right when you read the first line, it's a giant smack in the face. But a very interesting smack that leads you to read more.

[Legion]

Voices you say? I like this one a bit more than "Girl.....". Although, your line "I want the world to want me but why don't it obey me" seems a bit put offish. Why would they want you if they have to obey you? It seems more of an issue between fear and respect. Interesting piece no matter what.