living and dying slowly [re-written]

a re-written peice

 

Living and dying slowly

(New title: crash down)

These days grow shorter

These nights grow longer

I can't feel the time anymore

The blades grow lighter

The scars grow heavier

I can't feel myself anymore

 

I'm told it's all in my head

I know life isn’t meant to feel like this

Waiting all day for the sun to die

Crash down upon me

Take me away

 

Sleep seem to be the only escape

Though the dreams never help

Come

Take me away to a better place

Somewhere I can be myself

I try to cut you out

So I won't bring you down

The blood pools and rises

Ready to leave

But it's never enough

It's never enough

 

I'm told it's all in my head

I know life isn’t meant to feel like this

Waiting all day for the sun to die

Crash down upon me

Take me away

 

It's all in my head

So I'm told

Life isn’t supposed to feel like this

I wait all night for the sun to rise

Take my ashes away