No Better Feeling Than Feeling Nothing At All

A poem about being treated so badly that you finally stop caring all together, and ultimatley left thankful for the experience because it's left you numb to emotional pain, unable to be hurt again.

No better feeling than feeling nothing at all

 

 

I’ll never say I’m sorry, or admit I was wrong

You took me for all I had as you strung me along

But I’m only mad at myself for taking the bait

You just set the trap I made the choice to participate

 

There was nothing more important to me than you

Then you just walked away and the pain would ensue

But over time wounds heal, and feelings wash away

I realize letting you go made me stronger today

 

I’m done licking my wounds I hate to complain

But being close to you was enough to drive me insane

Don’t bother turning around when you see your mistake

I won’t be standing here now that I’m finally awake

 

You mean nothing to me; you’ve opened my eyes

I’m done chasing you, and believing your lies

I don’t know what’s next for me whatever it is It’s long overdue

I no longer feel pain after being beaten half to death emotionally by you

 

It’s so liberating to be empty inside

I can face anything without needing to hide

I’m truly changed, and I wish you the best

You did the right thing ripping my heart from my chest

 

I’ve found peace in solitude living day to day

I embrace the loneliness as I slowly decay

It may sound depressing, this new life that I’ve spawned

But I’m truly pleased with the way I was wronged

 

I know you want me to want you like everyone else, but I won’t

Denying you the satisfaction of knowing I love you, because I don’t

I’m not sure I ever did it’s just a game that we played

I’m sure I would’ve given up soon enough had you stayed

 

Codependence is nothing to condone

There is nothing better than being alone

Love is just a drug, and we all crave its call

But nothing feels better than feeling nothing at all