-Full Stop-

I can count the times

i said ''I love you'',

out loud,

on my fingers.

And I don't need that to change.

As long as I mean it,

every time I say it.

as long as I know,

you know it.

It's been a while

since I  wrote something,

anything,

without wanting 

to throw it away

afterwards.

I have a secret

I was ashamed to tell...

Inspiration has left me.

She grabbed her suitcase,

told me she'd be out

for a while.

And she did not know

whether she'd be coming back...

It's been her longest absence so far.

And I can't write anymore.

It is as simple as that.

Like I ran out of it.

Again...

The last thing she said

before she closed that door:

''You don't need me anymore''.

But she was wrong.

Now all I write

are slurts on the page.

Words of ink,

not of dream,

not of love,

words

not good enough for you.

So I guess,

this is where

I put my pen down

and stop writing.

This is where I follow

the path of my heroes.

The ones I created

in my stories.

What comes after -full stop- for them?

I suppose,

      I cannot write anymore,

           for I have said everything

                         i ever wanted to tell you.

And that is why I was writing in the first place.

Reviews

[.:Arianna:.]

When you have no inpsiration,
and you do not know what to write about..
.write about not having insiration
and turn it inside out ^^

[Antonio Valentino]

I know what you mean.

Me too.

Love.

[Lily Mae]

This is so true.. when our inspiration closes the door it's feels hopeless, and impossible to write. You've penned these feelings very well with this.. I love it..
Sad..yet truthful.. xx