Lost

Have you ever felt lost? Not lost like, “do you know the exit to rout 7”.  I’m talking about being lost in your own life. The moment when you wake up, look in the mirror and realize you’re not what you wanted to be a year ago, or even five years ago, or perhaps you don’t even see what you use to be. Perhaps you can’t even begin to remember where you wanted to be. You’ve accomplished things, but nothing you would brag about. You’re alive, and mostly a healthy person, but you’ve simply lost the person your family loved so much, the man or woman your mate fell madly in love with, the lively spontaneous person you once were. And now you feel like you’ll never be there again, you just keep on wishing you could go back and find what it was inside you that filled you with all that joy. But now you just wait, wait for something to bring you back, looking for something to replace those sorrows.