You are my Dealer (Nostalgia is my Drug)

Another one for Kayla. She is so weird sometimes. One day she cares soo much but then the next she is soo cold and misunderstanding.. Well i love her with all my heart and she will just have to deal:)

You are my dealer(nostalgia is my drug)

Do you smile?
Even though I haven't held you like that in a while.
Do you care?
That when I look into, I read everything with a stare.
Can you hear me?
Whispering sweet love sonnet, writing for redeem.
Oh I, yes I smile, 
Oh I, I care.
If every moment was a memory baby I'd be lost in nostalgia
If every kiss was a video, or a song on the radio, I would pause my dear.
And hold on for years.
Do you listen?
When I ramble thing that I need to say.
Do you mean it?
One day you say one thing and another the next.
Can you trust me?
When I say love is sacred, it's more than sex.
Oh I, listen.
Oh yes, I mean it!
If every moment was a memory baby I'd be lost in nostalgia
If every kiss was a video, or a song on the radio, I would pause my dear.
And hold on for years.
Oh! For years and more! 
Baby it's you, I adore,
No matter what you say!
No matter how far you stray!
Do you smile?do you care? 
Can you hear me? Girl I swear!
If every moment was a memory baby I'd be lost in nostalgia
If every kiss was a video, or a song on the radio, I would pause my dear.
And hold on for years.
Because you are my dealer, and nostalgia is my drug.

Author's Note

I know it's alittle choppy. Been working on it for 2 days. Last night Kayla was alittle less herself if it's possible. But I hope she keeps being the Kayla we all know and love. Sometimes she can be a real bitch. But I love her. Just like anyone can be a real bitch lol. Her imperfections personify her perfections and make ER who she is. But sometimes she acts as if my feelings for her are wrong.. Idk why though.she still doesn't trust me very much anymore... It breaks my heart to know that she trusts a cheater more than me.. But I'm gonna do whatever it takes to show her I will always be there for her. She is my best friend who I can trust with anything... But she doesn't even see me that way... Idk what to do soemtimes.