Surviving You

I've made it my habit to keep our relationship the way it is or even
better. I've made it my goal to put more than enough effort to talk to
you. But I guess I'm just not worthy of you. I'm through being ignored,
through with being just an extra. I did my part to continue being
someone special to you, but that's not good enough. I've had it and my
patience is up to the brim. I'm no longer someone you depend on, because
I'm not like one of your special people. No, I'm not popular, pretty,
skinny, flawlessly white. I'm just your average, boring, dark, plump
person. I might not even be special to you anymore. Yes, I appreciate
you for everything you have done for me and for all the good times and
laughter. But this is enough. I'm tired and I don't want to go through
being ignored again because I'm not physically attractive. Then again, I
don't see why I have to change myself for your sake. If that's what you
call being special, then no thank you. I'll survive.

Author's Note

It was an outlet, so it's not meant to be something

Reviews

[Princess3Morag]

rants like this are always the best haha