I'm not that..., your sacrificial lover

A Poem by shivank

actually it is only the transliteration of one of my urdu poems.

I'M NOT THAT ,.. YOUR SACRIFICIAL LOVER..

i am absent,
from each of the ceremony,
which includes you.....

i m out
of each convention,
which has talks about you..

'm away ...
from all the sights,
as far as your facie is....

it is not because...
now you hate me,
and i'm not affable of this....

it is because....
still i love you...
and it can not be covered,

I'm afraid if I render all my affection revealed,
which,according to you,is not that what you want...

what words would be able to say ....
,.. I'm not that...,your sacrificial lover...!

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go through original urdu version