Feelings

Feelings

I'm scared of feelings
Feelings that i can't describe
Feelings that i can never understand
Feelings that i'm afraid to face

I feel blank
I feel useless
I feel the goosebumps on my skin

I feel hatred
I feel love
I feel the problems I am in

I feel lost
I feel found
I feel like a sin

What do I do about what I feel
Lot of confusion and I feel weak

No one to hear me
No one to share with
A normal life I have never seen