a very small prayer

I tried to love his arms
They werent as same as yours
I tried to kiss his head
It felt strange for hours
I'm trying to feel normal soon
I wait for the sun and sulk at the moon
Every night I come back home and wished it was your skin next to mine
Life cut me short so I prayed to the divine
Help me this was too real
Pull me out of this ..let me think straight and clear
I will always love him maybe
I know it's completely crazy
He hurt me in ways I can't describe
I'm having a hard time loving and that's just besides...

Author's Note

Written in one shot without realising reading much .