when you left

it hurts when your beloved ones leave you, no matter how desperately you want them to come back....they will never be with you.

I felt your heartbeats 

Baby, no more tears left. 

heartbeats slowed down

 and your eyes, why did i close them 

I tried,yeah! I tried really hard 

to forget about this scar 

but you were my blood.. and now that you are gone, 

baby,it's turning into waterdrops

 tell me why,why did you leave me so soon?

 Sitting near my window 

I'm dying to see you smiling 

the silence, in the kitchen 

baby, the way you used to touch

 no more damaged cushions

 baby I really miss our pillow fight

 and now...you dont smile.

 Don't know how it used to be 

but the way you make me feel was breathtaking 

and once you cried on the phone

 i was hell shattered on my own 

i miss those tight hugs

 tell me honey, why did you leave me?

 No other option left,i wish to drink 

but who will scold me for the same thing 

darling, where are you, be my strength now I am weak.

 the way you left me midway 

I  really can't find my way

wish you hadn't left me. 

those sudden hugs 

those pleasing touch

 those dreams that we dreamed

 those walls that we built

 No! No! No, i don't feel hungry for a legacy like this

 anything will i do, for me to hug you

 feel has gone, words are left

 emotions have gone, tears are left 

why you left?

 come please, i beg

 I'm sick of escaping nights alone 

I'm tired, at day time of being alone 

where's the sun that used to make me smile 

where's the moon, my life?

 my biggest fear had turned into reality 

baby, you were my only reality

 and your last few breathes 

and your head in my lap 

No! I still can't accept 

you left. 

lying in my lap

 running my hands through your hair 

and i still remember your naughtiness 

everything feels like a lost dream 

and I am here standing in this crowded street

 under the lights,holding you 

baby,its my plea wake me up,perhaps i am sleeping

and your face before my eyes 

and your smile making me smile.. 

trust me, 

YOU WERE THE BEST BEST THING THAT HAD EVER HAPPENED IN MY LIFE. 

Author's Note

everything is welcome :)