Envious Feeling

In this case,

My insecurities are heating up

Every time I look at her

I see someone who's everything I'm not

Despise how lucky she is

Thinking how better she does things

She's comfortable with her skin

With shining diamonds in her veins

Seems like she has the world in her hands

Owning almost everything I know in my life

Including my adored Adonis dear . . . 

Life's always unfair

Someone would always be on top of the pyramid

I lay low with what I'm left with

Gathering wind of courage

To blow away the cloud temporarily blocking my sun

-Kathleen L. Burlas