Wasted Tears

just a poem what I am going through

I've spent many nights thinking of you 

and so many wasted tears too.

So tired of this night mare 

searching for love everywhere.

Sometimes I feel like it's a chore 

that I don't want to feel any more,

Time will heal what I am feeling 

but I am so tired of just believing,

That loneliness will be the death of me 

if I don't stop thinking of how things could be.

I know you let me just walk away on you 

so what is there for me to really think through?

I guess I have spent too many years 

with all these so called wasted tears,

on someone who never really loved me back.

I mean you just stood there and let me pack.

You didn't try to beg me to stay 

you just opened the door and let me walk away,

I guess that should have been a clue 

that our once forever love was never true.

So I guess if I run into you someday & somewhere 

I hope you bite your lip and just stand there & stare.

You will only see me walk away on you again 

I'm tired of wasting my tears on you my friend. 

I will never come back through your door 

I will no longer pace your hardwood the floor 

I will no longer spend many nights thinking of you 

and so many wasted tears too.

Author's Note

A little reminder poem I wrote to myself after running into my old flame.
I will never go back to an old feeling I felt. I feel I deserve so much more than that.
Thank You if you review my write.

Reviews

[June bug]

I will never come back through your door
I will no longer pace your hardwood the floor
I will no longer spend many nights thinking of you
and so many wasted tears too.

I like how you summed up your last line into your first line,
Sorry you were hurt so bad. Nice flow on words. Hugs to you

[Writergurl]

Sometimes I feel like it's a chore
that I don't want to feel any more,
Time will heal what I am feeling
but I am so tired of just believing,

WOW!!! I like this part, this is so heart breaking, I am so sorry you are going
through this. I have been here once myself. So well written and expressed