1994 -present

Its been a very long time since ive posted anything. this is a reflection on myself and just poring my heart out. enjoy. :) and review please :)

Growing up i've always been the 'weird' one that has no friends.

Now all of a sudden 'weird is cool' and i'm washed out. 

Nothings changed apart from growing taller and growing features. 

My family is falling apart, am i to blame?

All the ones i love either hurt me or die. They forget me or lie. 

I can't trust no one, I don't know how long I can live for. 

Leaving school going to uni, thought I could start a new chapter.

Finished for the year been all I can take out of it is:

. still can't trust no one

. boys and girls are D****

. drugs are bad <-- thats a lie ;)

. 'fpeople' say they love you, they miss you but that don't mean crap.

What to do next? I don't know.

I keep a smile on my face and say my 'Hello' but that can't change the fact that i'm broken inside. 

I've done things regret, I've done things I wish I could do again. 

The things that I don't regret are the things that I should be scared about...