Numb

I am numb.

Completely numb. 

It's like I am having an out-of-body experience

Watching myself go farther and farther.

My brain tries to tell me to stop,

That I don't really want this,

But my body rebels.

It pushes forward, 

one article of clothing after the next,

Until I am bare and exposed.

Even with him all over me,

I am numb.

Completely numb.