Forever Over Now

Tonight someone get molested instead of rested. Someone finds their way in and out of eight different bedrooms seeking rest, but given nothing but a punch and taken for pleasure.

Tonight someone gets molested instead of rested.

Someone finds their way in and out of eight

different bedrooms seeking rest but given nothing but a push and

taken for pleasure while you generously donate to the

international fake date hotline just dial 1-800-XXX, AKA porn.

Better off calling it molesting your mind, is what your doing

instead of resting next to your forever loyal wife.

And with a click of a button your mind feeds off what isn't decent, nor forever

but is given to you now so you don't have to think about how

broken your relationship with her is right now.

Tonight someone sees the other side of screen.

Tonight someone sees the other side of the lense. Only given

orders and a leash. Told to “act pretty”

or else they’d starve her and throw her into isolation.

And as she stares forever into the camera sponsored by

your generous donations, she realizes that right now

the boy minded men who don't deserve to be called men have

sold her precious gift of intimacy to millions of boys across the

savage like spectrum of believers and naysayers alike

only to be used for now and throw away for forever.

Tonight someone loses his virginity to a 35 year old hopeless boy

who has just given his nephew the same fate but was

threatened to keep a secret. Confused irrational

things that come now and stick forever.

You don't know why they come so quickly now, but

quickly do you realize that they don't go away. And for now your

stuck in an endless cycle of returning to square one every time you

erase your pre received inner good that tells you she’s better than this

He worth more than this and deserves better.

Though you mistreat the gift given to you

which is to possess this thing you call

love. You distribute it here and there. Usually just for now,

but it gets lost for ever. And so began your obsession.

Not stopping to stop feeding your hunger for more now.

If you could only see what you do now will affect forever.

Forever will come, worry about now because it seems more pleasing.

Though if you stop and think right now that maybe you

don't need this right now, and see that

the savior Jesus will last you forever, now will only appear to be in the past

because he is before, after and during. The fake date is only during.

He’ll take it and break it, throwing it into the past and

launching you into forever.

Author's Note

Hey, thank you for reading this. Please check out my other stuff dealing with this, "Porn Kills" and "All My Middle School Girlfriends". I'm not perfect and I used to deal with this stuff. Until Jesus Christ showed me that He is better now and forever. Please feel free to comment and show me where this needs work. Thanks!