Drugs

 

In the words of a broken heart…

Nevermind that.

 

If I could write a book, and I did,

I could put all memories of you and me together, in their rightful place.

I went from addicted to your sparkle

And from that to the others…

All good memories contained.

All doctors need is a disease and so on and so forth…

All memories that brought me alive…

Expunged in one email..

All memories you took from me…

Along with the blood, my heart and the knives..

Are all back.

You taught me to let go of the pain…

To hold on to you, for I shall never fall…

Maybe it was all a lie,

Maybe I was wrong from the beginning….

All lies but it doesn’t matter now.

Love of my life and I was right, for I need you.

For even now I listen to your words…

“Don’t do anything stupid”

And I did not.

All great memories of games we played in the morning…

And the tears cried when I saw you alive…

All expunged…

All erased now.

But you taught me love and that is all.

How to trust blindly and follow…

How to need someone more than air.

You taught me what it means to be alive…

And now left me in the dark.