What Should I do?

confused is how i feel... 
nothing more than this... 
 
Two roads before me- 
 both with consequences. 
 Two lives before me- 
 both with happiness. 
Two choices before me- 
 what should i do? 
 
i watched you walk away 
 tearing my heart apart for the  
 last time... 

I hear you calling
and i hear your
apology-
why i am i afraid to
accept it?
Afraid to look you in the eye-
what am i going to find?
Afraid to breath-
what is this vibe?

what should i do?