4 a.m

I wake up and wander the streets at 4 a.m and all I can think is how did we get here. I

 feel like I’ve been going 1000 miles per hour, my heart pounding at the speed of light

 and  how did we get here? I remember being convinced that I was happy ,up at

 midnight because I needed proof I was a big kid. Now I’m up without a choice,how did

 we get here? When did happiness become scarce and love become fake?  I’m awake

 at 4 a.m and all I can think is how did I get here      where did  it all go wrong?