No Words. Not Now

Lay here with me.
We can't speak
Those are the rules.
No words, No sounds
Just this night 
Me & you.

I can't focus.
I feel like a broken lens
Looking at beauty.
Nothing has ever felt  this
beautiful.

But I have a problem
A problem that's killing me
in the most remarkable way.

They're crawling on my tongue
scratching their way towards my lips
I can feel them all over
inside my mouth
rubbing up against my cheeks.

But my lips are sealed
I can't let them out.
Not now. 
You're not ready for these words
Not now.
I need to say them to you
but not now.