letter #1

Dear love,
Its 3:49 am here,
its cold, and lonely.
I wish you were here,
but I guess I need to stop wishing that,
because you are gonna say a no.
And I know I would cry,
but I hope I have the strength to hold on to
my tears until I reach home,
because I know you wont be there to
wipe them away and hold me close and say,
I was joking love, I am sorry.
and hold me tight against your chest and say,
I love you so much.
I hope I hold them because
dont want to cry in front of you
if you aren't gonna hold me close or
even worry about me,
a little.