Chasing Trains

A Song/poem I've been meaning to write for years...finally found the inspiration to put all the words together. Might be a good or bad thing, you tell me.

I don't know you anymore
Not sure if I ever did
Memories keep fading away
Now there's nothing left to miss

I never did anything wrong 
Suffered silently every day
Nice guys finish last
'story of my life in a way

(Chorus)
You can never keep up
No matter how hard you try
That train never slows down
You'll chase it 'til you die

I can't do this anymore
It's just a game of uncertainty
Running around after lie upon lie
I've had enough, it's not worth my time

So keep on running, I won't stop you
Why should I even bother?
If I can't trust you, I'm out
I've given you a million chances
And you'll never get another

(Chorus)
You can never keep up
No matter how hard you try
That train never slows down
You'll chase it 'til you die

I'm not saying I deserve better than you
But I deserve better than this
I'm not saying I deserve better than you
But I deserve better than this
I'm not saying I deserve better than you
But I deserve better than ....