Letter I to Masha

Letters of love and lost love

To the girl that noticed the moon,

I remember the first time I noticed you, that golden hair and graceful height, those features and that blue heels, and I wanted to get your interest, the devil in me wanted you, and you sat next to me, and we said we’d meet, a russian beautiful girl telling me we’d meet is something I didn’t think would be true.

At the first date I thought we’d have a cup of coffee, at best share a few jokes and I might like a thing or two about you, but I was wrong and how glad I am, that I’m this much wrong, I learned how much of an animal lover you are, how full of life, and that you have very a sexy body is the least of my interests in you, I found myself enjoying my time, it felt magical as if there was a destiny, yet we know we make destiny, and you made mine that day, under the moonlight when I least expected you’d accept my kisses, we kissed and kissed and I got drunk in our passion, I still am.

At that night, I was struck by how delicate and perfect your body is, and how I enjoyed touching and kissing every bit of you, how addictive, how sweet, and how your aura of sexiness wraps itself around me and draws me closer, yet all of this wasn’t was what took all my guards off, it was waking up next to you, finding you hugging me, needing that warm feeling of safety and peace, and it awakened a natural instinct in me, an instinct that forces a man to be a man, I fell for you because I wanted to be the one who will always give the safe haven and warm chest and the wrapping hand.

The more and more I meet you, the more I indulge in you, the more I want, and the more anyone care the more they worry, I worry for us, I worry I won’t be able to handle them in the future, them you know at work, love in its nature is possessive, yet I want you to be always good, so who am I to come tonight at your door and ask you to change your life for me, yet you rock my life and I want to rock your life too.

Until I tell you those words, be safe, be good

From Jordan with Love

Yours Sincerely, 

Subhi