Twisted Twin Flame

"Would you rather heartbreak, or not feel a thing?"- Wale Folarin

Sometimes I wonder if you wake up in the middle of the night

And my face crosses your mind before you can bat your eyes a few times

And you smile at the times we shared

Because somehow I'm buried in your subconscious, too.

I wonder if you know the pain you caused me

When you left with no explanation

And how I made up 100 scenarios in my mind on what went wrong

But ultimately I find comfort in knowing its just because you didn't want the commitment that I did.

I wonder if you know how I tried to tell myself that you never cared

To justify how things ended ultimately 

But deep down I know I was lying to myself

This is just how our story was written long before we ever began..

I was just a casualty of the pain you've been enduring

Long before we ever became intimate 

And now your pain has projected 

And become that of mine.

...And I'll never tell you, but I miss you and what we had.