an epilouge

i do smile when she is around
an effortless smile,it hides my pain
i do laugh when she makes funny faces
though they are not for me,but someone else's
how do i tell her how weak i am
when she is around,my mind flickers
sudden blackout ,shivers, no words to utter
she is the pole star,my world goes dim
while she and only she glitters

if it has to be like this,oh god
i swear on you i'll wait for an eternity
if you just let her be around
i'll turn the tides,recast my reality.........

                                                                                          -sunset vineyard