Help me !

I wrote this for a friend who was struggling with life

My life falls into pieces.

I'm happy one day and the next

I get hurt by a full sentence, 

Just by the person I love.

I feel torn, 

I can't tell anyone.

What if they think I'm crazy? 

I'm afraid to come home everyday

And just get hurt by words my loved ones tell me.

No mom or dad, 

Nowhere to support me, 

To help me in life, 

To make me smile, 

And make me feel loved and safe.

But that's only a dream that I wish came true.

I always think about taking my life

And just thinking that just maybe I might be happy

But there's always something getting in the way.

The more I think I have no one, 

I actually do.

Everyone stopped me and told me, 

It was wrong.

Now I knew people cared, 

My actual family. 

Right now, 

I don't know what I feel anymore.

I try to write everything down, 

But nothing seems to help me, 

None of them can come out of my mouth.

I cry about these problems, 

But I hide it well with

My smile and laugh. 

How come no one can see 

In how much pain I'm in? 

I have a role model, 

I have friends, 

And my family

That are there for me, 

But is it true? 

Can I trust them? 

Will they listen? 

Do they care? 

OR

Am I just walking this road by myself?

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

I like the questions of life in the poem.
"But is it true?
Can I trust them?
Will they listen?
Do they care?
OR
Am I just walking this road by myself?"
I believe we need support. No-one can stand alone. Even if it is far voices telling us. We are going to be okay. Thank you for sharing the excellent poetry.
Coyote