If you want me...

If you want me 
Let me know
Or someday I may go
Off to find someone new
Leaving you sad and blue 
Wishing you'd said it
When you had a chance
But I'm moving on
Now you're my past

For years I've loved you
Secretly, silently, painfully
I've watched you love me, too
But you couldn't stand up
And tell off my Alpha
So we sit here, bitter
Alone, and a bit more jaded
Sad, depressed, wishing
We hadn't waited
For his approval means nothing
And everything
Since I cannot disobey him

Serving two masters 
Is impossible
When they don't even get along
Anymore