Hello Doctor

I don't remember why I wrote this...so..uh...gimme a break? lol

In this room,

White-washed and pure,

I sit,

Rocking myself,

Singing to myself,

Despirately trying to drown out the screams of those within,

 

I get out of control sometimes,

When I am alone,

I am a danger I suppose,

 

Nothing can make these nightmares retreat,

Trapped in a room,

Full of such 'helpful' doctors,

They cannot help me,

 

I suppose that by this point in life,

I am unsaveble,

My hard drive is corrupt,

But this doesn't surprise me,

The lurking evil is in me,

It will swallow what there is left of me tonight,

 

I can no longer see the stars that once winked at me from above,

I have lost it,

Maybe I never had it,

 

Look...

There is color on these walls,

My own shade,

My own tint,

I am happy,

No longer alone,

They come running again,

Hello friend...

 

....Goodbye Doctor....