You...

False tears of lost hope;

running down

ever so fast?

 

I thought this was the beginning of the end

the last days of a happy life;

and somehow, i feel

reassured.

 

Reassured that it is the end.
for you have no feelings anymore.

 

At least that's how it seems...

the way you ignore every attempt

i have made so many.

Day by day i wonder if you'd take me back

your answer is forever no.

I hate it.

I'm trying to keep you close,

but you're pushing yourself away?

 

I'm not going to give up though,

i will push through.

because no matter how hard i try,

i cant live without you.

 
The days we spent were the happiest i had ever been.

all happiness is gone

now.

And the worst part is,

you say you miss me

yet you'e happier than ever
whil my heart is left to lie bleeding on the ground.

All the whispers of your sweet, deep voice
still echoing in my head.

What would it take,
for things to be quiet?

Are we meant to be empty handed?
left feeling worthless,

self-destruction.

i try and take cotrol of this,
but pain is all i can feel now

All alone, the way i feel.
Left alone to deal with all the pain drenched sorrow relief.

Curled up,
I'm on the floor.
I had hoped for something more from it...

Author's Note

i wrote this a while ago, but i am changing it. mostly because i've realized how dumb this was, and most likely still will be...i dont feel the same as i had.

Reviews

[Morgan]

I love this Tessa(:

[Justin Street]

you're the one that left me........i have i right to feel this way