The Mighty ME

not really worth describing

This is not a story, its a thought that I have stuck in my head and can never figure out,
I always get this filling that everyone hates me?  im not considering random people at all, just my friends. i cant tell if their ever real sometimes my thoughts get so heavy i start to wonder if real my self. but we all know thats just non sense, or thats exactly what they want us to think.. but who is they.. never mind whatever, one day my friends are here for me the one and the next they act like they are done, whats the point if even bothering,..right? I know Im ADD, ha! there was a H in there but i thought i deserved to take it out, after all im struggling here. does anyone ever feel like they waste insignicant value of your own life bothering with drama its self if we didnt have emotion as part of being a human? well im going to take that out too, or charge it for gas money. lol i think im getting out my topic. like seriously ive been there for everyone! except myself, yet people still label me selfish. If only i could re minds! but id have to get a copy right because Im sure someone would steal my idea, but I seriously wish i could get an idea what people think and why, well obviously i know what I think, and other people usually think the same as others all other the word, thats how we got the iPhone and in china some sciPhone thingy, anyways but what do they think of me? or should i even care.. then whats the point of having feelings as human senses.. gahh so many questions!.. kinda wish Einstein was alive. Maybe there's no purpose, but i know there is, theres always a reason for everything. or nothing would be created? lol no clue what im gettin my self into, no im starting to feel as if Im asking questions in my left brain and answering them from my white.. ha classic!..um i figured it be better to use it as a whole. so now im think screw the thoughts and live life, well no specific way but im considering a particular way, and thats to live in the direction thats full of happiness, what ever It may be, i turn it into my own joy. well thats me for ya! lol feel free to chat at me! i love poetry that my way to express my feelings for the best..

Author's Note

a lot grammar, did not revise my own work at all, just typed really fast.

Reviews

[Dutch Jr.]

Yeah, disregarding the grammar(which I hate with a passion), I can totally relate to this writing. I also feel as though people are putting up smiles in my face, but saying totally different things when I'm away.