This isn't all that better

Six weeks clean

I haven't bled in a while

I've been clean

What the hell does that mean

My parents found

my blades on the floor

the made me strip down

and they stared in horror

how disturbing it must have been

to see their child stripped red

but "lucky" for me

now I am clean

they took me out of school

and hired a shrink

I haven't seen my friends

but at least I am clean

so now I'm alone

and I try not to think

my thoughts are of leaving

but at least I am clean

I lost what I know

now I know misery

but "lucky" for me

now I am clean