Not All True, Altruism

I'm tired of being Mr. NightTime

I'm sick of feeling all these things I'm thinking

I'm not trying to be not right

I just think I found a new way of breathing

I'm not sure if I see in a new light

I'm just trying to stop myself from blinking

It could be it's just too bright

Or maybe I just forgot I'm bleeding

 

Sometimes I feel like my heart is losing my brain

Sometimes I feel like my heart is losing my brain

I'm sick with sane

 

I'm not sure if it's too late

To rid myself of things so strangling

I don't know if I can stop hate

To love is no longer dangling

I'm not sure if my heart stopped

To be beating, I must stop the feeling

 

Sometimes I feel like my heart is losing my brain

Sometimes I feel like my heart is losing my brain

I'm sick with sane

 

I need to stop thinking

like I know what I'm thinking

I need to stop feeling

like there's nothing I'm feeling

I need to stop needing

like life is something needy

I need to sleep

I'm not in death row

I need reap

I'm not what I sow

 

Sometimes I feel like my heart is losing my brain

Sometimes I feel like my heart is losing my brain

I'm sick with sane

 

I won't cry this time

to die is not a rhyme

my heart feels to fly

but I won't let it say goodbye

Sometimes I feel like I don't feel

Sometimes I feel like I felt wrong

This isn't real

I don't know if I lied

I'll just sing a song

till I know why we die