My sorrow by Welker--->(a character in my book)

The poem was written by (me) Welker, who (in my book{WIP}) read it before the nobles at the Harvest Ball

In this abyss of crimson

All I can find is violence

It seems no matter what the decision

All of it ends in silence

The silent cries of war widows

The silent mourning of heroes

I search for a light

Something to pull me from this hell

Heira brought me to a new height

As she leaves I throw a wish into the well

All I wish is to be with her

But instead I must drown my sorrow in liqueur 

Author's Note

Not really looking for comments, but they are welcome.