loss and love

If I judge by what

my feelings say

I can say I love him

I still kinda love him

 

And if I really ponder

about the goings-on

I know that I lost him

I really did lose him

 

But if I let reality speak

about the loss and love

it will just defend him

and say "he wasnt yours to lose.. and it was impossible for love to bloom"

 

(( trust me though, I could feel it bloom))