All I can do

All I can do

A Poem by Jb

Thoughts are scattered now, head floating down the drain

Dancing in the storm, spinning round in the rain

Colors flash before me though I can't see the light

I wish that I could live forever here in this night

But sun will rise

Far to fast

I just wish

It could last

For eternity

Though the vodka starts to tarnish

The taste of my tounge

And all the world around me

Begins to feel numb

I see your hand

Touching mine

But I'm lost

And there's nothing that I can find

As my vision fades away

But I really, really need just to go back for more

Because life is closing in and I can't hold the door

My body's screaming no but you say it's ok

I can try better just on another day

So desperate

To escape

Everything that I have

My broken fate

I'll just close my eyes

And I will just float on

Under you

Lost my strength

And there's nothing more I can do

I know I'll cry later on

Alchohol drains from my veins

Screaming here in pain

How the hell did I

End up in this place

Over again

 

© 2011 Jb


My Review

Would you like to review this Poem?
Login | Register




Share This
Email
Facebook
Twitter
Request Read Request
Add to Library My Library
Subscribe Subscribe


Stats

84 Views
Added on December 2, 2011
Last Updated on December 2, 2011

Author

Jb
Jb

Youngstown, OH



About
The majority of my life has been consumed by Eating Disorders (no pun intended). I've dealt with severe Anorexia from the age of 13-19, recovered, and now struggle with Bulimia. Depression, Anxiety, a.. more..

Writing
Lucy Lucy

A Poem by Jb


Realizations Realizations

A Story by Jb