OKay?

Sometimes I wonder why i'm here

What is the point in staying

When all I do is hold you back

You should be free

And I should let you be free

But I can't seem to let you go

Why do you let me hold you back

When you can do so much more

All I am is a burden but you still stay

At this point I don't know if it's me holding you back

Or you staying

But now we don't talk anymore

And I'm Still trying to think that's okay

But sometimes I want to talk to you

Or message you out of the blue

And talk for hours like we did in the past

Because all I have now is the past

But sometimes you question me

Telling me that all I did was ruin you

And make things worse

So I left you

I let you be free

Did I do the right thing?

Letting you leave has broke me

But you seem fine now

All fixed up and new

While I'm here

Bolts falling out and rusted to the core

Falling apart

But seeing you happy has made me happy

Knowing I did the right thing

Because you were a poison in disguise

Hiding away in a bright shell

But now you’re happy and not poison to me

But a cure to someone else

And maybe

Just maybe

Everything is alright now