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I finally got over my ex. So I started talking to this guy who is (well was) like my brother and I don't know if he feels the same way. So I wrote down my feelings.

I think I’m falling in love with my guy best friend. I tried to push away the thoughts, but it’s not working. I don’t want anything to change though. If something goes wrong it could ruin everything. I’m scared constantly. I think he lowkey likes me. But I’m really not sure. We wouldn’t be able to see each other for a while because school gets in the way. He lives an hour away. I think. I miss him. I’m just scared that if I tell him he will leave.

I don’t know my feelings though. I don’t want to hurt him because I know what he’s been through lately. He calls me sissy, I call him bubba.

At first I thought I loved him like a brother, my feelings slowly started to change. He’s like my best friend, but I love him.