the choices we love

teenage angst and love that no one will accept

i know there is no chance with you

you love a forbidden one

i guess i do too

you say u like me

but i felt that was bull

turns out I was right

thought you were through

dont pull me into your s**t

why weren't you straight with me from the start?

maybe you were maybe you weren't 

should i just give you time to decide?

f**k that 

no

when you talk with me youre like a stranger

you make up excuses cause you dont value me

im just a piece of worthless s**t to your dumb a*s

why do i decide to go for you?

why cant i go for someone who loves me back?

maybe i just deserve it

sold my soul in a past life

Author's Note

i dont add punctuation or capitalization on purpose
also going through a lot right now